Breathless

It has been awhile since I have written.

In one's life, there often comes a time when they are let down by the person they rely on most. For me, I have been more than let down. I have been crushed and devastated. My plans for a future with my presumed best friend and soulmate - getting married, becoming a wife, a mother - have ended. And I don't know if they can ever be mended with him.

This last month has been felt like I have been cut off from the air I breathe. I can only now begin to type these words.

I won't say much more. I will simply continue my professional journey into the world of medicine. Because right now, it feels like it is all I've got.